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what is it like to work so hard at keeping something but to no avail,and when you decide to give it up,it comes back to you in almost the next instant?
anger?and so you'd treat it with a cold nonchalence and indifference, indignant that you had to suffer before. anger? because you deserved better?

or a leap of joy? perhaps it wasnt all in vain? and you treat it with such gentle care, afraid that the moment is lost forever, just in case you hadnt paid enough attention. but to allow one's hopes to soar high, is really just as good as bracing oneself for the time that inevitable crash comes.

only perhaps, no one is really ever ready when that time comes.

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