life's mean reds.

i am officially annoyed at how long it's taking me to change the layout of my blog. so annoyed that im almost tempted to search for my old blog template and restore it to its good old times. i am increasingly amazed and dismayed at my tendency to not carry through what i had originally planned to. --time for change! (though let's just leave the blog in construction till another day.:P)

it's strange how you know the holidays are here when most of your friends start disappearing. perhaps having had the burden of meeting datelines removed, it's that sudden increase in spare time that makes that wistfulness well up in you even more.

blogging seems almost foreign to me now. the past few months were far from being uneventful, rather the most exciting ones i would say since i first arrived in sydney. yet sometimes in life, just like how those events itself were fleeting, so were those emotions and moments when you felt as though you were bursting to share to the world with were too. there were times guilt gripped me; a side of me rebuking my lack of initiative which often ended with a vague resolve to "drop an line sometime about that thing that happened then", which led to nothingness, more often than not. and soon, the significance of the past dims; the present, the moment, is all that matters. it shouldnt. but it does.