life's mean reds.

他说，如果人生拥有一件一定要守住的东西，是十分的幸福。

为何对于我越心疼的人特别的刻薄? Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

错过的时光实在难以挽回，太勉强的话就显得特别的难堪。一个人的自尊心就是如此的难以放下吗?但为了不想放弃的幸福而硬着头皮纠缠下去--这，是允许了自私心为所欲为，不是吗? 自尊，自私; 人类还真是无可救药。 Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

so easter is here again, and its my 23rd year of celebrating it. certainly, jesus rising from the death is everything to me, yet how often does one live, understanding how undeserving he or she is of all of this? and how often does one live, realising that all this undeserved-ness counts for nothing when jesus turned what was unforgiveable to what is now forgiveable on the cross? grace, that's what it is.

we sit in silence before the television, willing time away. i wished there was more that i could do than mere small talk, the barrier of language ceasing to exist.

随着时间的流逝， 我渐渐地发觉，原来， 能让我心碎的事也越来越多 。心头上有太多顾虑的时候，爱情不再拥有它往日的光彩--仿佛若太在意它的话，就是允许人生包含如此的奢侈。 对自己太刻薄了吗--还是，这就是成长过程的象征？

拥有与享受是否得相提并论？

I've always loved sunrises, and waking up to one on e other hemisphere just makes me realise the beauty n coherence this world was intended for,in the beginning. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

when friends know what just the thing to say before your wandering heart can even nail the problem down. all i need is a little perspective, the frame that makes this crazy world seem a tad bit more sensible and meaningful. Surrender All Take all I am, Lord, and all that I cling to You are my Savior I owe everything to Take all the treasures that lie in my storehouse They cannot follow when I enter Your house So I surrender all to You I surrender all Take all my cravings for vain recognition Fleshly indulgence and worldly ambition I want so much Lord to make You the focus To serve You in secret and never be noticed Take all my hunger for all that’s forbidden Every desire and sin I keep hidden Search me and know me I want to bring to You A life that is holy and sanctified through You

It's been a while since I blogged,well expected really,considering all e work that has been thrown at us since e start of e sem. But its in times like this that I see with different eyes.landscapes and scenes that I would have otherwise taken for granted of now become a moment's refuge; his hand, I see in all. And for that fleeting moment, I could almost savour the assurance gleaned from being part of this world, lovingly cradled in ever secure hands. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.7