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the rain did nothing to dampen my mood today:) (other than getting all wet and breaking my colleague's favourite umbrealla into pieces which im still very apologetic about--gosh i think i must be the clumsiest person in the world)

had two wonderful treats from my dearest friends--seeing them alone was a treat itself. so glad that i made friendships that last with people that really matter (: and i sat in kohyu's car today! it's a really wierd feeling you know, she looks dwarfed in the giant car but mainly it's just kinda wierd to realise that im actually old enough to manueover a car and put everyone on the roads in danger.haa, i just dont feel that old yet, to the extent it's a little scary cos i dont know how im actually gonna handle all that responsibilities when they come to me before i even feel ready to handle them! but i guess that's life and that's how people grow. what doesnt kill you make you stronger.haha but i digress. so back to dinner at chomp chomp (serangoon gardens), gosh it has been a looong time since i went out with friends to gorge on heavenly singapore food. im ever more convinced now that singapore food is going to be on my list of "one of those things i want to drag and kidnap down under but can't." ahh, missing it all already.

haha, and what a refreshing change it was too, spending time with dears who couldnt care less about weight and boys when we were together. ive been spending too much time whining about my weight and not truly enjoying what i eat. (note: that doesnt mean i dont eat-- i just whine more and so the food tastes..well, more whiny and obviously less happy.)

and a last thought before i nod off to my delicious dreamland(which im sure will be filled with the la la, hokkien mee, beancurd, stingray, soft shell crab, chicken wings, satay beehoon etc etc we had today :)) --it's always a pleasure to give.
free gifts make people happy, not just the receiver but the giver as well :)

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