mid week(sorta!) joys.

endured a painful day at school struggling to stay awake but failing every single time, handed studio in,cleaned my sty of a room and here i am now blogging, a routine that had set in almost subconsciously. if only i were that diligent when i comes to reading the bible daily.

but as i allow my thoughts to linger on, i am stopped short in my tracks by a nagging thought-- when, why, and how did reading the bible become one of those 'to do' items in my never ending lists? when, why and how did it become (even though i hate to admit it) a duty i had to fulfill as a christian?

how easy we forget, the significance of the bible and the word.

for, without it, can we possibly even dream of a relationship with God? and if the latter never existed, chances of even understanding the bible is zilch--why even the talk about how reading it might be a burden anyway?

off to put my thoughts into action--one down(thank God!) and another to go! (:

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the emmient change.

i am officially annoyed at how long it's taking me to change the layout of my blog. so annoyed that im almost tempted to search for my old blog template and restore it to its good old times. i am increasingly amazed and dismayed at my tendency to not carry through what i had originally planned to. --time for change! (though let's just leave the blog in construction till another day.:P)

when words read a million times over but still never a bore.(unlike my exam notes that are boring me to tears)

"When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think it's so important that it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain." --Cecelia Ahern

a random post because i feel randomly happy

people who know me best probably would have known how much i hate it when i oversleep.it has this strange sort of domino effect on my day and everything just ends up in shambles at the end of it all. it's really a bad emotional habit of mine that im learning to change and to try to entrust every single day to God(despite and in spite of the fact that things dont go the way i planned them to) but yeah, so i was really surprised that today wasnt as bad as i had imagined it to be:) i was supposed to head down for ocf's first bible study at 10 but guess what, i kept snoozing my alarm clock and i guess somewhere along the way, i accidentally pressed the button to switch it off. i ended up waking at 11 instead(am i a pig or what) and realised that the guys were waiting for me for the past half an hour and consequently caused the bible study to start half an hour late:/ gosh i still feel super apologetic and guilty about it. but anyway, on with my story, since i couldnt make it for oc...

life's mean reds.

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